Sometimes I feel
Like a door in the open:
No walls around,
No purpose at all.
A presence that is obvious
Without making
Any difference
Just being.
No Look Back
Do not look back, butterfly,
The cocoon you left behind
Has cracked.
Do not look back, butterfly,
Your wings are too large
To fit into your past.
Do not forget, butterfly,
Books can never be trees again.
While I Was in the Office
"A job is a job, is a job, is a job, is a jail"
Sorin Ghergut
While I was in the office
Others got married, gave birth,
Got divorced and died
My office had nothing to do with time,
Only with deadlines.
While I was in the office
Somebody else lived with my husband
Had my children
Lived my life and then died.
Now that I’m out of the office
I can’t find anything back
Neither my life
Nor my death.
Confession
I have a secret place:
A public toilet.
It’s a place full of poems and secrets,
Written on the wall
I can’t tell you where it is
As if I do,
I would no longer have a secret place.
Each time I go there, I think:
If each of us came here for a pee
A shitty world would turn
Into poetry.
***
I must be mad
Thinking
That you're mad
About me.
***
As I was hoovering
A magnet word got snatched.
I thought it was ‘me’.
It was actually ‘them’.
***
Poetry happens
Some bother to write it down
They like to be called poets.
***
Sometimes
I wish I were a biscuit
As
I often see
that
25% of them
Are
free.
***
You
are a swamp
Swallowing
time
Into
a grave
That
is not to be
Found.
About a Man
When
he played the blues
He
kept his eyes half closed
So
one could hear
The
sadness in his look
Those
eye-lids
Held
a dream
Without
hope
To
see the light
During
his life time.
***
And only once
You walk through the
time of your birth
And only once
You walk through the
time of your death
Yet none you can remember
Which makes the journey
worth.
My name
My name has never left
me
When everything else has
My name is just a thought
Mum once had
A thought that
remained.
8.30 am
Look at the morning rush
Everyone seems ready
To get into the office
And change the world.
As soon as they get in
They make themselves a
cup of tea.
And they forget
what they were
thinking about.
After all, what is tea
for?
***
I left the place
Where books own people
Rather than people own
book
Went to the place where
Nobody owns anything
But time.
Oxford
And if one day
They kick you out of the
library
Although it’s only 4pm
You’d better buy a
bottle of wine
On the way home.
I bet
It's Christmas Eve.